the texts I typed said

I’m not sorry but

I acknowledge I

overemotional loadbearing

fruit of a tree

watered naively with

object permanence

there there now

there forever

say it so



sometimes you think

you are journaling for an audience but you speak

in second person primarily

so what’s that say about

you




stepping to the brink of past consistencies

the kind that heals in the process

of laborous breathing to survive

but a mile up

inner gears greased by imagined warmth

its disappearing

so happens to remind why one circles back

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Not officially made of butter, but you catch drift

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